A Dedication

The things some people have done and said to me in my life so fare has stuck within my heart, some of it good some of it painfully bad...my memry is like a photo album filled with years or heartache but also joy...i am me! and i am me because of the people who have walked in and sometimes out of my life....

to the bullies-thank you for making me see how terrible some people can be, who judge without knowing what the full story is, for the insults, for the torture, for the sleepless nights you gave me and the endless tears, thank you for all the mean words, the gum in my hair, the notes on my back and the roumours you helped to

to karma- thank you for showing the bullies what pain is, for giving them a heroin addiction, having the pain of their children taken away, the beats from their men, the endless weeks of no money and the yearning for the next hit..the tinning hair caused by the drugs, the pale skin on that skeliton face....showing them how it feels to feel hated!

to my family and friends- for keeping me strong, for listening when i need an ear, for the hugs and kisses and the hot chocolate and teddy bears.

to my mum- for keeping me safe, making me feel important, giving me hope when i watch that mum of mine fight through her phyical pain..

to my dad- god rest his soul, for the nights you tucked me in, the gifts you brought me on a friday after work, our sunday trips to the car boot, the way tou would always give in

to troy-for always choosing me, for making me feel i can fight and face the world with you by my side, the the sims..lol..the music and the bed time cuddles

for branden....mackenzie ... and evan- for making me a feel an unconditional love like i have never felt before, for making me feel worth while, just looking at you three makes me feel like i can take on anything, you make my heart melt any time one of you smiles, or says 'mummy, i love you'

thank you to god- for greating a woman who is strong, who will fight any trials you send her, will hold her head up high on my dying day and be able to say...i won!